A Nix to Self Destruction!

her chest feels like it's going to explode, lungs fighting for some air. sitting alone in the dark, deep silence yet she can hear herself screaming, calling for help, asking herself what have i done to deserve all this?
he asked her to give up on him, to let him go.
he thinks she can't take it, she can't bear it at all, or she needs to stay safe from all the hate she got.

She wanted to fight, wanted to say that she can stay but she bit her tongue once again, pretending that she's okay.

Her heart yelled at her, screaming, not again!!! just say it, say that you want to stay!!! your story isn't over yet, you need to try again!
the earth falls above her, wrecking her once again.

She could see him, see him suffer. telling her that it's for the best because he doesn't want to see her in pain.

both shattered...hiding whatever they want to say...making everyone else comfortable...pretending that's all they wanna say...

can you hear them? Can you see their crushed hearts? Screaming silently to release their pain..
trying so hard to hold on...still being friends... telling lies to each other
broken again...